The Bus

Oh! lovely lovely lovely bus! How I love you. Your chuck full of sweaty, smelly people and crying babies. You’re so efficient. You arrive on time every day and always get me to my destination quickly. There is always a pleasant spot for me to sit in and I never have to stand and fall all over the other passengers. There is always someone interesting to talk to, someone with a booming voice that is louder then any headphone know to man. Oh bus! Your divers are so courteous and they always graciously welcome me with a smile. Did I mention that they are so attractive? And the way they drive! With the grace of a swan and the fervor of a cat in heat. Lovely Lovely Lovely LOVELY bus.

I Feel...

I feel dizzy.
Spiraling into a black hole
With no motivation
No light

I feel sick
Kill me
I wouldn’t really care
Everything that mattered is in the dust

I feel dizzy.
Stop the carrousel
Colors are a mush
Spinning spinning spinning spinning…

I feel sick
I feel dizzy
I feel fine

Or so I say.

Ball of Stress

So I've been a little ball of stress as of late.

Actually I've been one since school started.

So if you approach me or are in the general area around me and I flip out I assure you im not crazy.

Well i am crazy, but yeah.

I wonder if she had a headache from that?

QQ LOVE!

SO.

Today I went to QQ Tea Show avec Martha, Diana, Cathryn and James.

IT WAS AWESOME.

except we kinda drove James away when we started playing truth or dare.

I now have no money.

Well i do.

but i sure spent A LOT.

20 bucks on QQ food

and

1 buck on a Mango Madness cupcake

and

40 bucks on

TWO

pashminas

one blue for Diana as a late/early Christmas gift

and

one PURPLE leopard print pour moi.

i wish that my that my snapshot taker worked.

I LOVE MY LIFE

-Ailish xoxoxo

Lessons In Awesome (lesson one)

Lesson One:

When extremely bored, tease your hair and take ridiculous pictures of yourself.

shy.

BLAHH!

so.

as you may or may not know.

i.

ailish.

am.

SUPER.

shy.

most of you didn't know that, now did you?

and it pisses me off so much.

i can't talk to new people. i can't talk to the bank teller.

frack.

i try and i try and i try, but it usually turns out awkward and then the person is scared off because of

a) the awkwardness weirds them out so they run for the hills.

OR

b) I start to get a wee bit comfortable talking to said new person. Then I let my true colors shine and they run for the hills.

OR

c) I say something that creeps them out. Cue running for the hills now.

OR

d) On the off chance that someone new actually likes me. I find that I dislike them in the extreme and I run for the hills.

OR

e) On a VERY rare occasion, usually when there is a solar eclipse going on in our region and all the stars in the universe are aligned or the earth just decided to turn the opposite way for some odd reason, we become friends. We usually run for the hills together.

On another note:

HAH

I LOVE LOVE LOVE

this cartoon.

I want mile high hair,

all the time. Well maybe not all the time. Some of the time.

and im looking for the perfect corset pattern.

because i said so.

-Ailish

xoxoxoxo

sicko.

I've been sick for the past week or so.

And blah blah blah blah.

I really haven't felt like doing anything.

So YEAHHhhhhhhh....

My kitties, Jersey (the white and black one) and Sampson (the fluffy black one) to cheer me, and everyone else up!

-Ailish

xoxo