Post for the Sake of Posting

I haven't posted anything in a long time
I haven’t done much homework in a long time
I haven’t practiced my violin in a long time
I haven’t done something that makes me happy in a long time

Maybe that’s why I have this sinking feeling again.

or not

I don't know anymore.

The Bus

Oh! lovely lovely lovely bus! How I love you. Your chuck full of sweaty, smelly people and crying babies. You’re so efficient. You arrive on time every day and always get me to my destination quickly. There is always a pleasant spot for me to sit in and I never have to stand and fall all over the other passengers. There is always someone interesting to talk to, someone with a booming voice that is louder then any headphone know to man. Oh bus! Your divers are so courteous and they always graciously welcome me with a smile. Did I mention that they are so attractive? And the way they drive! With the grace of a swan and the fervor of a cat in heat. Lovely Lovely Lovely LOVELY bus.

I Feel...

I feel dizzy.
Spiraling into a black hole
With no motivation
No light

I feel sick
Kill me
I wouldn’t really care
Everything that mattered is in the dust

I feel dizzy.
Stop the carrousel
Colors are a mush
Spinning spinning spinning spinning…

I feel sick
I feel dizzy
I feel fine

Or so I say.

Ball of Stress

So I've been a little ball of stress as of late.

Actually I've been one since school started.

So if you approach me or are in the general area around me and I flip out I assure you im not crazy.

Well i am crazy, but yeah.

I wonder if she had a headache from that?